Masa tu aku balik lambat dari office, R pun kata dia akan balik lambat juga. Okay takpela balik lambat sekali senang kan, sweet la kononnya. Tapi tup tup nampak dia balik awal before 6pm. That makes me sad :( kata balik lambat and aku pun dah janji la nak balik lambat juga. So he waited for me to get back home. On my way home, we called and talked as usual. He said, malam ni memang akan spend masa with me sahaja. Okay I take note on that. 

Bila saya dah sampai rumah nak la manja manja sikit sembang kan, tiba-tiba his friend/coworker asked him few questions regarding work stuff and he informed me he will be right back as soon as he settle with his friend. Entah kenapa, time tu terasa sangat :( i am sad. Rasa macam kena khianat sebab memula tu dah kata nak spend time together with me tapi now you are with someone else. Taking my time. Memang rasa sedih, marah, sakit hati, tak suka  benci, nak nangis. 

I blocked him right away. 

Lepas tidur semalam, rasa lega sikit. So I woke up early around 4 ish gitu and I message him since dah rasa lebih tenang. And we called. Masa tu I am wide awak tau tak rasa ngantuk but kena study. Cuma takde mood lagi. I told takpe la if nak tidur, we can end the call and he can sleep peacefully I wont disturb him. Tapi dia kata nope, dia tak nak end the call, "mata je pejam tapi saya dengar apa awak cakap" thats what he said. Then fine, I hold to that words. 

Not long after that, I sent one twitter link to him and I said cuba tengok link saya bagi. No response. Masa ni bersangka baik yang dia tengah tengok video tu ke apa kan I was waiting for his response nak gelak ke bebel ke pasal that video but no. Senyap. 

After 10mins, I asked question dekat dia and terus dia cam terpinga-pinga "haa haa?? Apa dia" . Masa tu aku dah fed up, so I w as talking alone. Memang bengang sangat dah waktu, rasa sakit hati sangat. Memula kata mata pejam telinga dengar. But now no, that is not the case. Kau memang tidur terus. I AM SAD. memang kecewa because you give me false hope.

Tadi aku beria offer nak tidur ke tak, kata tak nak. Now? Pagi tu gaduh lagi and masa ni memang sakit hati sangat, I cried. Sakit hati semalam tak habis lagi, dah tambah yang baru.

You are such a good heart breaker :) and I blocked you.

It happened again. Time tu we called masa dah nak dekat balik kerja. Sebab aku balik lambat sikit.

To be continued..

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Masa tu aku balik lambat dari office, R pun kata dia akan balik lambat juga. Okay takpela balik lambat sekali senang kan, sweet la kononnya. Tapi tup tup nampak dia balik awal before 6pm. That makes me sad :( kata balik lambat and aku pun dah janji la nak balik lambat juga. So he waited for me to get back home. On my way home, we called and talked as usual. He said, malam ni memang akan spend masa with me sahaja. Okay I take note on that. 

Bila saya dah sampai rumah nak la manja manja sikit sembang kan, tiba-tiba his friend/coworker asked him few questions regarding work stuff and he informed me he will be right back as soon as he settle with his friend. Entah kenapa, time tu terasa sangat :( i am sad. Rasa macam kena khianat sebab memula tu dah kata nak spend time together with me tapi now you are with someone else. Taking my time. Memang rasa sedih, marah, sakit hati, tak suka  benci, nak nangis. 

I blocked him right away. 

Lepas tidur semalam, rasa lega sikit. So I woke up early around 4 ish gitu and I message him since dah rasa lebih tenang. And we called. Masa tu I am wide awak tau tak rasa ngantuk but kena study. Cuma takde mood lagi. I told takpe la if nak tidur, we can end the call and he can sleep peacefully I wont disturb him. Tapi dia kata nope, dia tak nak end the call, "mata je pejam tapi saya dengar apa awak cakap" thats what he said. Then fine, I hold to that words. 

Not long after that, I sent one twitter link to him and I said cuba tengok link saya bagi. No response. Masa ni bersangka baik yang dia tengah tengok video tu ke apa kan I was waiting for his response nak gelak ke bebel ke pasal that video but no. Senyap. 

After 10mins, I asked question dekat dia and terus dia cam terpinga-pinga "haa haa?? Apa dia" . Masa tu aku dah fed up, so I w as talking alone. Memang bengang sangat dah waktu, rasa sakit hati sangat. Memula kata mata pejam telinga dengar. But now no, that is not the case. Kau memang tidur terus. I AM SAD. memang kecewa because you give me false hope.

Tadi aku beria offer nak tidur ke tak, kata tak nak. Now? Pagi tu gaduh lagi and masa ni memang sakit hati sangat, I cried. Sakit hati semalam tak habis lagi, dah tambah yang baru.

You are such a good heart breaker :) and I blocked you.

It happened again. Time tu we called masa dah nak dekat balik kerja. Sebab aku balik lambat sikit.

To be continued..

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